Being tested by disobedience!

sadness 

The esteemed scholar Ibn Qudama al-Maqdisi (may Allah have mercy on him) said,

‘If you are tested by acts of disobedience towards Allah, then hasten to repent, ask for His forgiveness and express your regret. Weep for your errors for you do not know how many of them you have.’

Al-Wasiyyah, page 40