An individual wrote, As per your respected perspective (maslak) I don’t consider feelings or overwhelming states (kayfiyaat) to be the goal. However, sometimes this random thought (waswasa) comes that my deeds and the way I do them is indeed deficient and it would not be rectified without being in the company of my mentor (murshid).
Hakim al Umma Maulana Ashraf Ali Thanvi (Allah have mercy on him) replied,
‘This thought (of actions being deficient) is most desired. That day will be inauspicious (na-mubarak) when we assume that our deeds are free of deficiencies.
Therefore, do not aspire for suhba for this purpose (that is, to get rid of it).
However, there are many other benefits of suhba including the immense benefit of this thought of being deficient becoming more stronger and quite obvious.’
Tarbiyet us Salik, volume 1, page 439